The Final Chapter

Breathing is a simple unconscious activity
How idiotic is it that you continually ask me that question.

"How Do I Breathe?"

Yes, it will feel different without me by your side
But this is something that you brought upon yourself
Life will never be the same for you

I will no longer be there for you to talk to
I will no longer be there to hear your bullshit

You say nothing compares to me
You say that there are too many things to name
You say you want to be my man
Hoping that I feel the same

You want me to show you my love
Show you what I know
I did
Yet all you did was laugh

All you want is to hold me?
Would you really show me how much you adored me?
Is the world enough proof?
Am I everything you could ever want?
Am I really your only favourite girl?
Doubtful.

Constantly on your mind.
Is that true?
I truly have no idea if you do care.
Are you that sure of my love for you that you think I'll wait forever?

Without me by your side, you are blind.
Where will you go when my heart is where you lay your head?
When I am not with you, how will you breathe?
LIES

You are losing your mind
I am fading away.
There is no joke.
Suddenly an insomniac you become, unable to drift into peaceful slumber
You let me slip and fall
Your wake up call is too late.

I will never come home to you
I make it hard for you to breathe?
Good.
About time you share the pain.

At one time you were MY world
I would have given anything for you
You captured my attention like no other
I could barely make it through my days

It was impossible to get rid of you in my thoughts

My head was spinning
Thinking of you ever minute
I was falling for you

A constant craving
I was underneath your spell
And now I am no longer falling
I am picking myself back up
You weren't there to catch me.

I know I promised to give you all that my heart could take
But what if there is none left?

With every fracture
With every disappointment
with every tear
with every goodbye
You took a piece with you.

The stars lied
They blinded me with hope
Foolish hope that my wish would come true
It was a waste.

Futile were my
hopes
dreams
wishes.

The tears that stained my pillow will remain there
To remind myself of the pain you caused
The pain that I will never again cast upon myself.

And with these final words
The last chapter of my love ends
My heart says goodbye to you.