All this life I have wondered
If my life was dull and cluttered
I see how happy my personality can be
And sadly to be portrayed like that isn't me
I'm more or a girl that stands up for myself
One that does not take crap from anyone else
I can see how loud and angry I seem
But does that really show if I'm mean
I do try to change myself personally
But all I seem to get is more naughty
I have tried to ask what I can do
But then all I want to do is undo
Undo everything that I've done
to see what I can try and become
Someone that tries everything in their power
But then all I get is try to act younger
Yeah I want to be older then I am
But thats because I'm in a right jam
Trying to find myself right away
Trying to put myself completely at bay
How can I act more in this life?
When I don't want to start any strife
I just want to be normal and free
Like a child like me is meant to be
I can not blame my family of what I have become
And I cant throw anymore childish tantrums
I think I am way past that point
Where all I see now my checkpoint
