Why me..........

Why wouldn't he hear my cries of pain

Why wouldn't he understand why I cried

Surely my expression would haunt him forever

Why did he hear yes when I screamed NO

Why the hell did I go there if only Id known

Then afterwards there I laid all Cold and alone

Feeling used and defiled, so much hurt

No one came though I cried and moaned

Lying there in such terrible pain

Help me please

He hurt me bad , the pain so deep

There in the dark I just wanted to sleep a permanent sleep

Even though it happened so very fast

It feels like an eternity even now

I try to tell myself it wasn't my fault

But that moment lingers with me still