I Was Never Really Over You

I thought I was over you
But I guess that was a lie
The entire summer I hated you
And I never had a reason why

I said that you weren't that great
And distance tore us apart
But even after we split
I still let you keep my heart

On the cruise you knew just what to say
To make me melt inside
You also knew just what to do
To make me question if love was a lie

And yet I always come back to you
Because, to me, you mean so much
I wish we never had to part
I wish we never lost touch

When I heard that you got a girlfriend
I fought to hold back the tears
You can't have her heart while holding mine
At that moment you confirmed all my fears

I never wanted confirmation
Didn't wanna think that you moved on
I wanna be the girl to make you smile
Didn't wanna think our chance at love was gone

As much as I'd like to say goodbye
I'm sorry but I just won't
I know the tears will continue on
I try to stop but I don't

I thought I was over you
But I guess that was a lie
My reason for love has been explained
You are the apple of my eye