Mother I am here

"Mother I am here"
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You stand reading between these lines.
I lost again.
Have you been waiting for me.
It is time.
You've always known how it feels.

Explain to me.
For I was denied.
Here I sit. & Talk to you for one last time.
Trying to understand.
Forgive my ignorance.

Where should I go.
Now that you feel so alone.
Feeling this sickness inside.
The light will guide you.

The only price you will pay. . .
To give up your fears.
Of which that imprisons you.
I am here.