Blame you

I learned to love you
but you didn't do the same
I wanted to hate you
after all the things you did

You told me you'd always be there
but guess what you weren't
you said you'd always care
so where were you the other day

the day i needed you so bad
and i cried myself to sleep
the day when everything was sad
and you left in your jeep

i learned my life was all a lie
when i learned to listen to you
all you ever did was make me want to die
and for that blame you

how was i supposed to know
my feelings were too strong
and they really did show
why couldn't i keep this up for long

you said you'd always be there
and i believed it true
so when you weren't there
i learned you were not true

so tell me now and tell me fast
why i would listen to you
you said you would be there in a flash
when i called for you

so where were you in my time of need
and why didn't you pull me through?
you said i was all you could ever need
but now I'm not so sure

when you didn't show up today
it really made it hurt
so don't tell me your today's
and i wont have to hurt

don't try and lie
and tell me you tried
because i know I'm going to die
i said id try and so i did and now I'm on this floor.