Without you

A happy place is were i wanna be
inside theres alot of misery
tear drops fall down my face
gotta hide the stains so theres no trace
i asked you too commit but you just lied
and now the only thing i commit is suicide
the blade slices , with a red rose flood
now I'm drowning in my pool of blood
the deeper i cut, the more i bleed
and you were my world, your all i need
with out you my world is grey
all i need is a better day
i live a life
a constant fight
a battle with no end
i may look happy but all i do is pretend