What Used To Be! <3

Me and my dad used to be so close. we used to talk all the time. now we barely say a word to each other every day. he HATES me because i made a big mistake in my life and i try so hard, but it seems that he finds more , and more, and MORE! i just cant take it anymore. i wish i would have never gotten caught up in boys. and the funny thing is, is that i was good for so long then all of a sudden i failed, i failed so much that he doesnt trust me anymore. and every time he yells at me he says, "i have to be twice as hard because everytime i find something wrong there is always something i didnt catch!" but he is wrong he catches EVERYTHING! i cry myself to sleep every night. it would make me feel just a little better if he would hug me and say that he stilled loved me. because right now i feel that he doesnt love me at all! my head is spinning with all of my feelings that have been crushed. maybe someday he will love me the way he used to!