Another day

Here goes another day
same routine
same thoughts running thru my head
when will i wake up and and not have a frown in my face
its only the beginning of the day and yet I'm wishing for it to end
i ask myself what did i do so wrong to have such a miserable life
where did i go wrong
who did i hurt so much
god why cant i be happy
when will it all change,
yes i know i should be happy that I'm here
happy that i have a family
but I'm not.
I feel as if I'm living this terrible nightmare but i cant wake up.
i have such a pain in my heart, so much hate in these eyes
God are you there why wont you answer to all of my prayers,
The only time I'm happy is when I'm in my dreams
Just another day, waiting for it to end.