False Sence Of security

You were just another hope
Of something that couldn't be,
Just one more false idol,
another false sense of security

I'm just another penny you left out in the rain
out of the gold and the silver, I am the copper friend.
And it was just a hill
not a friendship circle that never was to end.

I thought things would be different
this time around
I trusted you to not leave with abandon
when another friend was found

Distinctly I remember you asking
Why it was I had no "Best" Friend,
well your just another reason,
for they all end up hurting me in the end.

Our memories together are just another collection
Of a moment plastered to my wall
hidden behind the shadows of my pain,
and no matter how hard I try, I can't erase your memory at all

and........

You were just another dream
that made me wake up to my reality
I thought you would always be there
but you were just another false sense of security