I</3

by NaTashaSwift   Nov 16, 2007


This is all about a little girl,
whos pain no one seems to know,
a girl whos cried a thousand tears,
a girl whos hid a thousand fears.
This girl is always broken,
and has a constand pain,
even though she wants to be happy,
all she ever feels is crappy.
She knows she's been through to much pain,
she knows shes made mistakes,
but shes tired of being who she is,
shes just so sick and tirred of this.
All this girl wants is to be happy,
to have a smile on her face,
yet all she can ever do is mess up and cry,
because this life is so hard she wants to die.
Her friends are what keep her alive,
they keep her safe from all the lies,
they constantly guard her heart,
hopping that no one will tear it apart.
But so many boys have been let in,
and its the same old story over and over again,
one boy cares and then he lies,
leaving this girl wanting to die.
Everyone seems to leave her to deal with the unknown,
they say they'll never leave her,
but when she turns around the very next day,
they all seem to be running away.
Shes getting sick of all the lies,
because tahst all anyone seems to do,
they lie and lie untill this girls in so much pain,
and when shes in that pain they want to see her rain.
Everyone tries so hard to break this girl down,
but they wont ever see her cry,
she wont cry infront of people because shes to weak,
all she ever wants is to be asked to speak.
She's tired of the pain she hold inside her heart,
shes tired of the constant sickness inside her stomach,
all she wants to do is to smile,
she wants to be able to make it the next mile.
But everyone who brings her down only hurts her more,
untill she's lying there on the floor yelling at herself,
she's getting sick of feeling like crap,
they're all so lucky she doesnt snap.
If you would only open up your eyes,
maybe you would be able to see,
the things this girl must deal with,
this isnt just another myth.
This girl is a real person,
just like you and me,
she has feelings and flesh,
and she's waiting for her death.
Someone please save this girl,
save her from herself,
some one take her pain away,
so she'll have her happy life one day.
Please open up your eyes and heart,
and look deep inside of me,
because this little girl I talked about,
shes what hides inside of me.
She's my fear I constantly hide,
the tears I shed only at night,
she's my soul and heart,
the one whos never torn me apart.
She's everything Im afraid of,
and everything I never wanted to be,
and that is excatly why,
this little girl can not die.
She is what lies beneath my fake smiles,
she is what my every breath holds,
she is everything I'm afraid to be,
she's excatly who is me.
This little girl inside me,
is the girl who never showed her pain,
the girl who always ran away,
and never was she found untill they had something to say.
She's sick of never being goodenough,
shes sick of being hurt,
but without her in my life and body,
I'd just be a nobody.
She is who makes me who I am,
she's everything I'm afraid to show,
I hope one day that she will change,
and realise she has nothing left to lose.
So now you know excatly what I feel,
you know excatly who I am,
you know my fear and my only pain,
is the person inside of my rain.

0


Did You Like This Poem?

Latest Comments