Sorry

I said i was sorry but you didn't even care
so you pushed me into the wall like it wasn't even there
i started to cry but you saw write through my tears
so you hit me harder cuz you knew it was my fear
i started to bleed but you wouldnt even leave
then i saw you bury a whole and you dug it up deep
then berried me in it until i fell asleep
i woke up in my bed,bruises and blood
drooped from my head.
i got ready for school my dad was acting like a fool
he started to drink again.
so i knew the hitting would be back in a while,
but walked out of the house with my usual smile.