Today was probably the wost day of my life. Why? Cause I found out you cheated.. not once, not twice, not three times.. but four! Not only you cheated but you had a relationship with her. You took her home to meet the family! You lied, you cheated, you played games with everyone in your life. Lost two best friends cause you used them as an excuse for your bullshit. Two years we have been together and you want to throw it away for a two week fling? Well my love.. I do love you, yes. Do I care, hell yeah. But am I sticking around? Ha ha think again. I'm sick of hurting and being played for a fool. Guys say girls play games.. sure we do. But wow.. guys sure as hell can play them too.. and BETTER. You say you love me? HA HA thats not love. You want her? GO HAVE HER! Cause I don't think that there is anyway to make this pain go away. No God that can make me think of you how i used to. You lied to my face and stabbed me in the heart. You couldn't have done anything worse to hurt me the way you did. You hurt people like this to people you hate and don't care for.. not people you 'love'. Do you know what love is? Or how much it hurts? Love is suppose to be amazing and the best feeling in the world. It used to be, until i found out you had another GIRLFRIEND in your BED.
I hope it was worth losing the ones closest to you. I hope you find her and go back to her. Have fun, cause I don't want you anymore, not after this.
