The flaws of my not so perfect character taint my thoughts with hate
The cold air around is corrupted with the smell of innocent blood
The outcome of feeling shines carelessly chrism on my wrist
As i drown in the confusion of what yesterday holds
I cant explain this feeling of my panic stricken heart
Questions that can only be answered by him threaten to exterminate any hope I have left
Maybe he does feel for me?
Stop. Right There.
I cannot think the non-sense thoughts that will bore through my impenetrable walls
I created these walls for a purpose, why are they failing me now?
I am obsolete in this battle, I was never strong enough to fight why should I try now
The darkness grasps the heart that is to scared to beat
As my black soul burns with the sweet sin of unwanted desire
And my hands shake with inappropriate emotion
These walls are coated with the sent of death
As I force a fake smile on my face and pretend that everything is fine
While my walls are crumbling into nothingness
Someone save me from myself.
