Suppressed Feelings.

by reborn   Nov 18, 2007


I sometimes wonder
How I really feel about her
For I purposely suppress
The feelings I wanna express
By doing so am I denying my heart
Am I setting myself apart
From my inner most feelings
Why do I feel like I need protecting
From my own self
Aren't feelings our most precious wealth?

Man this distance thing is killing me
Why am I still single when she could be with me
Doesn't make any sense
Don't we deserve a chance
To see how we are together
If we can complete each other
Or at least make each other happy
I'd really like to see
Seriously honey I've been hurt too many times
All I did was hope, was it such a crime
Why am I so unlucky in love
What is it that I lack of
I wish for a turn around
For a relationship not bound
To another inevitable heartbreak
For I would have based it on a fake
Hope yet again
Don't wanna go through all that pain
Anymore
Don't wanna feel the pain tear up my inner core
I dunno what's up with me
Feeling a bit down lately
I'm afraid I'm gonna lose you
Ironic since I never actually met you
You've grown on me a bit too much
For the problem is I care too much
I probably like you more than I should
If only I could come see you I would
Why are you so damn far away
Move to NY, what do you say
I'm sure we'd work out
Yeah without a doubt
The way we are around each other
Can only be promising for our future together
I have no idea how it will all turn out
All I can do is hope God will hear me out
In my plea
To be happy
You seem like you're all I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Every bit of your personality
Is so attractive to me
Your looks and your charm
Make me wanna hold you so tightly in my arms
The way you sometimes look at me
Makes me feel weak at the knees
I long for the day I'll finally meet you
The same day all my dreams will come true
I wish for enough time spent together
So we get to know for sure
If you and I make sense
All I ask for is a chance!

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