Knives,blades,daggers

The knives stare at me from their thick wooden block,
I tried to escape,
I reached for one but knocked them all over.

from my tear filled eyes,
everything was a blur,
my life,my future.

the love of mine,
you were and are the only thing keeping me going,
but now you are gone,
forever? or only a while?

there is no reason for living,
is this a bane of my life...

I look in the mirror,
but cannot see a thing.

my blood still seeping,
impure blood,poisoned blood,
shattered hearts and dreams.
failure,pain and hurt,
echoing through my head.
I stopped fighting,
I gave up,
YOU HAVE WON!!!!