I Once Was..

I once was a child
Oh so long ago
I once had feelings
But they have all been jaded
I once was a human
Now im a soldier
I once recieved love
Never anymore
I once had dreams
They are all shattered
I once had a chance at heaven
Doubt I even have a chance in hell now
I once believed in fairytales
Now its the horror stories
I once was innocent and full of life
Now I am empty, broken and full of nothing