Quiet

People say I was quiet,
gentle,
Serene,
Soft-spoken,
But in truth I was afraid.
Afraid of how people would see me.
I hated myself for being so afraid.
I scolded myself for being this way,
Telling myself I had to do something.
I tossed and turned in bed at night.
Asking myself why was this way.
I searched my soul ,
For something.
A special something, Then I saw it.
It was me!
It was my true form
It was:
Courageous,
Different,
Tough,
Yet, affectionate.
I knew that, It would take time to show others this.
But it'll be worth it.
So don't doubt me!
Don't try to stop me!
For now, I am,
No longer,
Afraid!