I cant help you anymore
I couldnt save you if I tried
I have tried and I failed, when failure was not a option
I didnt only fail you I failed two beautiful baby girls.
I failed myself but I am not a failure!
I will live and breath along with every one else
I will cry and bleed as well as hold your world on my shoulders.
And I will love like I have never loved before for I am starting over.
The life I once had is gone broken in to a thousand unholy pieces scattered on the floor of memories I shall hold in my heart no more.
I walk in the shadows of a past I choose not I remember and hold my head up high, this is my world my last chance at a simple life not matter how unforgiving this world may be I will not give up
I will not give in
This is my day of forgiveness, my day of loss and a day to remember.
Heres my smile heres my tears take them both and take my fear.
For today I will not fail where I failed in the days before.
I am stronger then before I hope you people are ready for me.
