I'm lost, a sense of belonging gone
Stuck in this hell hole, I sadly call my home
Itâ??s a war I canâ??t win, set out to the side
I said I didnâ??t need help, I guess I lied
I'm an unwanted child, asleep in my bed
Suicidal thoughts running through my head
Wake up in the night, grab out my knife
Had enough of this, had enough of my life
I can't take this, Iâ??m living a lie
Fake smiles, knife, wanting to die
I know I smile, but inside Iâ??m crying
Living this way, inside I'm dying
Yet no one knows, how I feel
I pray to god is this real?
I'm being punished for something I didnâ??t do
All I need is something to help me get through
But its too late, I'm slipping away
Death certificate was dated today
I'm meant to leave, this time for real
No more punishment, nothing more to feel
Now I'm gone
Donâ??t forget
Suicide is the one thing
I wont ever regret.
