For Chris

You my dear are my sweet Christopher
The only love I've known
Though it's been a number of years
and Time it seems has changed us

I can still see
under the mask
you yourself created

Just as I hope
you can see under
the anger
that controls me
at times

Sweetheart, You must know
that I have held you so close to my heart
and that I have fore=gone happiness
in order for YOU
to be happy

How was I to know
that it was the most foolish
of choices

I hid
I admit it

But leave you sweetheart
I could never

My love for you
Will NEVER die
Even if I must
live alone

I pray that you feel this
If in deed you receive this

I Love you my dear Sweet Christopher
I Love you more than Life