I've Loved You (through lies)

I'm only somebody to you.
And I need to understand.
I never let myself see the truth.
That you just can't stand me.

I was always holding on.
Never clearly knowing why.
I hear things come out wrong.
And pin them DOWN AS LIES.

All I need to do is let you go.
But to me thats NOT AN OPTION.
All I need to do is free myself.
FROM THESE LIES YOU've TOLD ME.

There's a saying inside my head.
Thats made me go insane.
Losing u the only one.
Who seperates my pain.
If walking past our memories.
Was easier to choose.
I'd be letting go my shame.
Thats taken long to do.

because I've loved you.

Just a love that I can't hide.
Still I want to know you more.
I don't quite have an easy ride.
In this world I never pictured before.

TELL ME WHAT I SHOULD DO.
I DON'T UNDERSTAND I'M CONFUSED.

All I need to do is let you go.
But to me thats NOT AN OPTION.
All I need to do is free myself.
FROM THESE LIES YOU'VE TOLD ME.

There's a saying inside my head.
Thats made me go insane.
Losing u the only one.
Who seperates my pain.
If walking past our memories.
Was easier to choose.
I'd be letting go my shame.
Thats taken long to do.

Because I've loved you.

What if I could change your past.
Would that make you change YOUR MIND.
I don't think I want to pass.
Through another moment of our time.

DON'T TELL ME LIES.
DON'T SAY GOODBYE.
DON'T LET ME DIE.
Cause I love you.
DON'T SAY IT'S TIME!!

All I need to do is let you go.
But to me thats NOT AN OPTION.
All I need to do is free myself.
FROM THESE LIES YOU've TOLD ME.

There's a saying inside my head.
Thats made me go insane.
Losing u the only one.
Who seperates my pain.
If walking past our memories.
Was easier to choose.
I'd be letting go my shame.
Thats taken long to do.

Because I've loved you.