Why wait to love me now
When my heart can't love no more
Living a life of lies
Behind an open door
Why wait to hold me now
When my compassion doesn't show
A grudge against a person
That you never ever wanted to let go
Why wait to be my friend
Despite all the things I've said
You rarely give me roses while I'm living
But constantly when I'm dead
You fill me with vengeance
Of life after death
Holding in my pain
And grasping all my breath
Clutching my heart as I ponder my brain
Thinking in suspense
While going insane
Tomorrow is never promised
Eternity I endeavor
Wishing for everlasting life
But there's no such thing as forever
Join my sorrowful symphony
As I graciously rebel
Knowing one side of me is on cloud nine
And the other in the pits of hell
How can I benefit from anything in life
When I'm used to all this pain
And unwanted strife
As my self-pity bellows
My eyes cry for days
My sight will never change
Why wait to turn your back on someone mentally enslaved
