Scarred for Life

It's strange isn't it, my father

tells me he wants to kill

himself, my friend asks me if my

girlfriend is a guy, my mom asks

me if I do drugs, and I'm still

calm.
I will stay calm until I can be

alone to do my harm. I cut my

wrists, and make myself throw

up, all just to mask the pain

that others cause.

Why I do it, you ask? I do it

because it is the only pain I

like.
Why do I like it you ask? I like

it because I can control it.

I'm feeling faint now, I want to

sleep, I never want to feel like

this again. I want to get drunk

and forget all of this, I just

want you to leave me alone and

let me die a lonely man.

This is my life, I can't change

it. There is nothing I can do to

save myself, but you can. just

tell me you love me, and that

everything you ever did was a

mistake, all I want to hear are

those three words.

I love you.
I love you.
I love you.