Storms of Despair

The endless storms that barrage my heart,
Caused by someone I love so dearly...
I sit here and wallow in self pity.
No where to go..

How I would love to say,
Everything will be fine...
The truth is, I am scared...
I am walking this road alone..

Its been so long since..
I have seen a clear sky...
My confusion returns,
And I am lost on this road..

The truth you found out,
The secret that I held in for so long...
I wish it could all go away,
Back to the days of 7th grade..

Maybe I could wake up from this nightmare..
I gained so much from it all, though..
A new outlook on life,
And a love for the arts...

Dream of nostalgic places,
Avoid images of the past,
Keep moving forward in denial...
My solution to the heartache..

I'll find the Map,
Pack my bags,
And drive down this road,
Storms only visible in my rear view mirror...