It was you

Austin Rivers

We Stumble in a tangled web
Please don't go away
I think I dreamed you into life
I'm holding ever breath for you
Just like you I seen the dark side too
All my thoughts lead me to you
What do you see in the dark?
I need you to say it alright
Death before my eyes because
I wont let no one hurt you
I feel ice in my veins
But you'd melt it away
Long ago I would sneak out late and tap on your window
I'll make you see how happy you make me
I've been waiting all my life
I'm coming back
I'll stand by your side
How long till this goes away?
This moment is perfect
With one finger I would say F thats
Remembering the days we lived only for nightmares and Death
You can see that I've been crying
Under your spell
Why cant I just say no to you?
I thought I heard your voice say "lean on me I'm here"
Thats when I broke I cried till I had no tears to spare
It was stupid what we did because of it I lost you
So hard to see myself without you
Cool breeze and autumn leaves blowing every year
I never should have let you go
I dreamed that you would come back to me but its impossible
The future would have lead you to my door
You were the warm breeze I kept feeling when I slept
You were the sunlight shining down on me when we kissed
Fearing you and loving you
are what most people tell me
But I'd chose loving you because you did it for me
One tear hit the hardwood floor when I was told to keep it silent
I always thought aw this guy can make me cry
I'll be standing by your side soon
I know it because
it was you who showed me true love
it was you that I cared for
it was you that I worried for when you went up the rocks
it was you I cried for when you fell
it was you I screamed for when you never came back up
It was you that kissed me last
It was you that taught me everything I know
It was you that I would never let go
I still have the pictures,the songs,the poems and all
It was you that told me never to give up
It was you that died
How can I not give up
I lost the person who I really cared for
It took me more then a year to recover
It was you that I missed
It was you that I kissed
It was you that I loved
It was you that left me here all alone
It was you that I forgive
You left me because you didn't know
I mourned for over a year but i met the someone that reminded me of you
he is great if you ever met you'd be great friends
I miss you Austin it just isn't the same without you here