Why lie?

*this is acctually a song btw

You're tellin me,
You're just gonna leave me here and go.
You're tellin me,
I've always wanted out of this place ya know.
You're tellin me,
I can handle this family alone.
But the truth is...
I don't think so

What am I gonna do
When daddy gets drunk?
What am I gonna do
When Jake crashes his truck?
What am I gonna do
When Spenser starts to cry?
What am I gonna do?
Well I plan on callin you...

Stay for another summer,
Or at least stay for awhile.
You say I love you but I gotta go,
It's not far just a few hundred miles.
I say I hope for you'
That this is worth your while.
'Cause everyday that you're gone,
Is just another broken smile.

What am I gonna do
When daddy gets drunk?
What am I gonna do
When Jake crashes his truck?
What am I gonna do
When Spenser starts to cry?
What am I gonna do?
Well I plan on callin you...

I wake up one summer mornin,
And see momma start to cry.
She said you were drivin home,
Spun off the road,
'Cause they were so wet
From last night.
When she said you didn't make it,
I knew it wasn't right.
I just couldn't believe when I hugged you
A few days before,
That that was our last goodbye.

And now i'm wonderin...

What am I gonna do
When daddy gets drunk?
What am I gonna do
When Jake crashes his truck?
What am I gonna do
When Spenser starts to cry?
What am I gonna do?
Well I plan on thinkin of you...