Never like this

Why have I changed?
At first I was strong and didn't care
if you were around or not.
I told myself that if you wanted to
you would make an effort.
Now why do I even think twice
of you?
I should still be independent
I shouldn't have to think about you
the way I have been.
No, you're not going to take over
just like that.
No,
I am strong.
You're just a bonus
to this life that I made wonderful.
If you wanted me you'd try
around everyone I care about.
It's not just me you have to win over,
it's everything and everyone I think of.
So you're not in my head like before,
not now, not ever.
Never like this again.