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You wake up every morning with a feeling,
and no matter how hard you try or even if you wanted to forget it you cant.

Your heart has had this feeling like its literally about to burst for a while now,
You have a constant picture in you head and your face is allways smiling.

Except today its not a good feeling.
Its one where you want to rip it out just to stop it.

It hurts today like it never has before.