Heather, you may not want to read this because i think that it will just frustrate you because you don't think i understand what you have been saying. but i do. i just know you would be truly happy this way! ah! and heather, Im certain that if i knew the way to the light house but you were driving and you didn't, Im positive that you wouldn't mind me giving you directions. i know your stubborn and I love you for that to, but if you ever finally see that you, along with everyone else in the world, needs help, and if you ever, ever, choose to follow him, call me like instantly! But sadly that appears to be wishful thinking. But know that I will always love you and want what is best for you. Remember when you quoted a walk to remember and said that He would want people to be happy. Well that is true, but sometimes, allot of times, we dont know what will make us happiest in the long run, but he does. He sees the decisions that you could make, and if you make the right ones, then you will be happiest. But he cant force you to follow that way, therefore, he cant force you to be at your ideal level of happiness. Im sorry Im so annoyingly persistent, I just love you so much and want you to be with me. But with being with me, to work you'll have to be with God. I just wish you would choose this great life with me, I almost wish I could make you, but then it wouldn't be real. Whatever happens I just want you to know that I still love you more than I thought I would ever love anyone. And that cannot and never will change.
So enjoy. The poem and the life you choose
Please dont make me choose
Between Listening to God or you
Thats definitely the one thing
I thought you'd never ask me to do
Youre asking me to prove my love real
And I'm sure I know exactly how you feel
but you dont understand how much I love you
just cause I do whatever he asks me to
If you knew him like I do then you'd be ok
But I wont try that again, so anyway....
I trust that my god knows what's best for me
And I know thats so hard for you to see
But let me say this, Ive proved my love before
And every day I love you more
No one can take first place but him
And with a guy as your number one you cant win
Cause only God can fill that gap
Like I said on this journey, its not weak to use a map
Its still your life just with direction
And every now and then we all need protection
But no one can talk you into love
You have to want it, he wont push or shove
But if you know one thing know this
I love you like a first kiss
Your one of a kind and cant be replaced
And I still want us to work even with all of this space
But we wont change not even for the best
Even though my faith and love for you will never rest
Its just so sad cause we could have it all
And I want to catch you but you'd rather fall
He cant make u love him like I cant make you b with me
I just wish there was a way I could make you see
But Ive tried and Ive tried and it just doesn't work
But just because Gods above everything to me please dont think Im a jerk
I still love you like no one ever before
And despite it all Im still 100% sure
That if we could just go the exact same way
We'd find ideal happiness together but you choose to live just ok.
But whatever happens know this is true
Me and him will always love you
