What should I do?

I'm not sure what you want me to say.
I wish I could tell you I'll always stay,
but somehow I'm doubting that's even true,
like when I say "I love you too."

I don't want you to be in pain, and this may
sound completely insane, but I'm not sure
if you're right for me. Maybe I should set
you free.

I don't know what I'm going to do.
I don't think I see my future with you.
Every time I think of saying goodbye,
it makes me want to stop and cry.

Those are the times when I think
"I can't let him go" but now here I am
again letting you know....know that I'm
not sure if "us" is right. Then I think of
that one special night.

So many different thoughts run through my mind.
I'm looking for an answer that I can not find.
I can't stop my feelings from getting through.
Then I stop and ask "Could I get by without
you?"

I don't know if we're supposed to be together.
I no longer look in your eyes and see forever.
I hate to see you hurting inside, so maybe
without you I couldn't get by.

Maybe I need you in my life, and in the future
I'll be your wife. Nothing to me is certain anymore.
Should I just give up and close the door?
I would open a new one and move on without you,
hoping you were doing the same with me too.

This gets harder with each passing day.
I'm not sure what you want me to say. =[ </3