Counting Dots

Staring at the ceiling
Counting all the dots
Waiting for the say to end
Wanting life to be over
Staring at the ceiling
Letting the pain take over
All the memories of arguing
Fighting with my parents
Trying to find myself
Trying to find meaning in life
I look at my arm
And other memories flood my mind
Memories of a more depressing time
Memories of a troubling time
When i was lost...when i am lost
Now, here i am today
Lying here; counting dots
Wishing the day away
Wishing that life would be over...

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