Final goodbye

This is my final goodbye
a bullet for a life
not another tear will leave these eyes
not another scar will stain these wrists

this is my final goodbye
no love just bears the truth
for none shall shed a single tear
when i have disappeared

this is my final goodbye
and sorry i am not
for who would love a freak like me
no one I've ever known

this is my final goodbye
a voice would have been nice
for no one cares enough to stop
the doings of my deed

this is my final goodbye
and i cry out in pain
as the doing of my lovely deed
scars deeper than your scream.