Endless~!02

I endure great pain yet i still survive,
how do i cope with such
torment to the mind.

Living like on the edge,
not knowing when i will break
or how it will happen.

i feel close enough to explode
but yet something
is holding me together.

Im tired of this endless enduring pain
Wanting to give up
Wanting it end it all

So how do i make that call?
with a attempt to drown myself
while bleeding to death or just o.d on pills,
Maybe i should just use them all.

Everything is driving me insane,
and ive got this deep lust to end this pain.

Screaming for help from the inside,
its killing me more the longer i stay alive...