Unwanted desire

I'm not trying to make you care
Because I know you don't
I'm not trying to make you love me
Because I know that you won't

I'm just trying to get through the day
One step at a time
I just get my head down and get on with it
Is that really such a crime?

You think I don't deserve to have a life
And you are always right
You think I should not have love
No one to hold me tight

I can't help who I fall in love in with
Even if it is you
I know that you hate me
But there's nothing I can do

All I can do is hope
One day you will be mine
Or pray that I get over you
Because then everything will be fine

Your face shows unimaginable hate
When you look at me
You wish you could just get rid of me
Because then you would be free