Happy Ending(Gone Forever More)

When there isn't a cloud in the sky
all i find myself doing is sitting to cry
blood and pain they let me know I'm alive
and that i just need just myself to survive
but when i dream of my long lost love
when i scream at the heavens above
when i fight and I'm at war with my brain
then i discover that life is just pain
I'm always lost and I can't find my way
and i cross the path that leads me astray
this is not right death isn't my way out
I know I'll be free I have no doubt
i only like that I've gone insane
all these twisted thoughts in my brain
go to sleep and go out of my mind
I'm in too deep it's me you cannot find