No choice

You pack your bags and get ready leave .
you say its orders sweetie but i love you.
you say its only 120 days.
you'll Miss my sixteenth birthday.
i run upstairs tempted not to grab the razor.
you leave Saturday.
you say take care of your sister and your mom
who's gonna take care of me.
i cant say goodbye it might be the last time
look in the mirror and know this is it.
you come in my room say honey i have no choice.
what am i suppose to say and do .
what if there will never be a father daughter dance i say to you
you say yes their will.
dad i don't want to go i said to him the night i fell a sleep on your lap.
you say its orders honey i have no choice.
but what choice do i have.