Im no good with this life

I* can't stand this life anymore.
M*eaningles, nothing good in it.
N*o one around me really cares.
O*nly looking our for themselves.

G*od has chosen me.
O*ver anyone else to be in my place.
O*penly saying no one else would want it.
D*reading the decision he has made.

W*ondering why it can't be someone else.
I*m obviously not cut out for it.
T*he pain in my life gets deeper each day.
H*ell seems like it would be better than this.

T*he thought that i had a prayer is a joke.
H*eaven will never let me in.
I*m not good enough to go there.
S*omething tells me I'm going to be waiting a long time.

L*ife over all feels like its over.
I* might as well end it now.
F*eeling no more of the pain.
E*ven then no one would care.