Revenge

It was you all along, you all along
All this time I couldn't complete what I wanted
Because you were there and kept me strong
But you've ruined me and now you're haunted
In my thoughts of death, you're always stopping me
I'm sick and tired of all your crap, now you will suffer
And all I wanted, was to be set free
But now I'm in control, and I'm much tougher
My suicidal thoughts were foiled because of you
You always had a way to stop me from what I was going to do

When I wanted to die in the crash, you were driving the car
And you could see the hate in my eyes from afar
When I was about to jump off the tower, you were already climbing up
There was no was I could go, so then I was stuck
When I had the gun pointed to my heart, you jumped in front of me
You were on the ground, dead, hard for me to see
Get out of my head, out of my dreams
You piss me off so much it makes me want to scream
Why can't I just be by myself, ready for the tears
In my past days you could always calm my fears

But would you mind if I tried to kill you?
Would you care if I told you everything I was about to do?
I'd shoot you dead, because I can't take you anymore
If I could, I wouldn't push you, I'd kick you out the door
But the good thing is, I also have dreams of you suffering in my pain
The pain I've never showed, and nothing will ever remain
The dreams take place down in the hallway, of our school
You were alone, by yourself, oh, I'm so cruel
The lights shut off, and you saw my shadow coming in
You were afraid and shaking, I could tell you were wonderin'
Wonderin' what I would do to you, shoot you and leave you lying there?
Oh no, I'd make you suffer so much and give you a glare
As you'd be dying on the ground, curled up in a ball
I'd say "This is for all the times you just let me fall"

Suffrage feels so sweet, especially when it's against you
I'd show you all the pain that you put me through
You thought I was this helpless girl, who would take it all in
To you, this was all a game, and you thought you were going to win
Newsflash, now karma is coming around
No one can hear you, so it's pointless to make a sound
Would you mind if I screamed at you?
Would you wonder if what I'm about to say is true?
Making you realize is the the greatest avenge
But the most beautiful thing is my revenge
On You