You never really cared

You never even gave a f**k
Now I realize it just wasn't luck
The truth is: Life Sucks!

I thought I ment something
When u told it u looked me in the eyes
But no, I never ment anything
I just bought all of those lies

I kept telling myself u were right
Even at the times when we fought
All I needed from u was love
Just 4 that I gave up my soul

You used to be the sweetest boy
The sweetest boy ever
But u just played me like a toy
And because of that I will trust u never
again cause I'm hurt badly
It may show because I'm telling u that sadly

I hope, I really do
That someday you'll realize how much
I loved you too
and u won't become such
an a****le I think you will
because if u do
your acts may hurt so much that they will kill