Seed

These thoughts keep running from my head
Each one exposed to the stench of the air all around
My blood boils and churns just below this hard skin
I can feel myself falling more and more down

A heaviness pulls itself over me like a blanket
I look up to see a thousand demons above
Each one carries a vivid memory I tried to forget
They feed off my distemper and hatred for love

My stomach turns to stone so I can't eat
My muscles grow weak as my eyes strain
I can feel it pulling up my spine and out my nerves
Pulsing in and out like an endless bolt of pain

I begin to rip at my flesh tearing a new wound
Blood is all around but it feels so good inside
It's like shedding a layer of old skin
Exposing all I am or was ever trying to hide

But unfortnately this moment doesn't last long
It's like a seed has been planted in my soul
Something in me begins to grow and grow
Until it has created another black hole