My mind is whirling
i don't know what i am feeling,
My mind is whirling
I'm stressed out to the T
I fought this depression for 8 months i been doing well
All in 8 hours things seem so untangled
It feels back to square one again
I made that horrible mistake
I bottled everything up
The bottle is full
The top bursting off
What do i do......
I'm not at my strongest can i fight it??
Its the 2nd of jan 08 and all I'm thinking is
When can i kill myself
where will i make those slice
how many tablets will i take
who going to find me
how long till some one realizes?
I don't like this feeling i haven't had it for a while
until recently....
Its been to visit more times than its welcome
My mind is whirling
where do i turn
My mind is whirling
I'm running out of strength
My mind is whirling
I want to lay down at rest
