Not your fault

Scars on my wrist
pain in my heart

i never wanted
for us to part

yes i smile, but
baby its fake

life without you
i just can not take

i thought this was over
but it's only just begun

now i'm starting again
but i wont tell anyone

maybe i will live and
maybe i wont

but whatever happens
my love for you doesnt change

you didnt do this
it isnt your fault

baby its hers
she wants us apart

being my mother she thinks
she controls my heart

that is not true at all
and i am starting to fall

i tell myself this
wont hurt at all

the buring of my skin
as i rub it with the blade

no one can know
i dont want to be saved

you are all that matters
your all i need

so if i cant have you,
i dont want anything

i know you are there
and forever you will care

but we are drifting apart
i feel it in my heart