Scared

If you could see the thousand tears i have cried
you would be amazed
if you could see the smile's faked
the laughing out loud
just so you would think
everything is okay
the scares on my wrist
tell a story
of the hurt and pain
i have been through
the pain i cost myself
took away the pain you cost me
the way you broke my heart
into a thousand pieces
with out a care
the way you lied to my face
saying you loved me
when you were with her behind my back
telling her the same thing
the way you promised me forever
which ended with good bye
you will always be with me
not in my thoughts
not in my heart
but on my wrist
as a reminder
that you were never really worth it
you were just a lessoned learned
that i deserve better