I know that Im ugly. But I try and make my self act like some fake human being... no one can never understand me. No one can crack how my mind works. It hurts me inside, looking in peoples eyes. I hate feeling sad, but a large percent of my life I have done nothing but feel that. I want to be loved... When I do have friends, they end up hating me. I hate feeling unwanted. I want to feel that invited sentimental value all bonding folks have.
