I Try & I Try

I feel alone
Like no one's there
No one to phone
No one to care

Why I feel this way
I do not know
Nothing to say
Nothing to show

I try to hide it
So you won't see
What I feel like
When your not with me

One day, I know
It'll be fine
But I hope I don't let go
Before that time

Don't give up on me
I promise I'll try
I just want you to see
Where the truth really lies

Call me insane
If that's what you want to do
But who's to blame
For what I go through?

I blame myself
For everything
No one else
Just me

There I go again
Putting me down
I wish I could pretend
Not to frown

I want to be happy
I don't want to cry
I want to be happy
So I try & I try