The Angry Cycle

The angry beast inside has come out
then i begin to scream and shout
words of hate, words of rage
all had been kept inside my cage

letting it out is the only way
now i know I'm OK
for a day or two, I'll be just fine
I'll wait until someone crosses the line

calling me witch, make fun of me too
all these things you love to do
I'll keep it in so no one will know
wearing the fake smile, putting on the show

concentrate on all you've said
you put these things in my head
crying myself to sleep at night
all because of our "little" fight

i go to school, praying I'll be OK
hoping to last the whole day
i stop the tears as they start to fall
still smiling, walking down the hall

i know I'm not good enough, I've heard it before
you don't have to tell me anymore
i know I'm stupid, and lazy too
but I'll try my best, just for you.

you cross that line, and i start to shout
trying to get everything out
that doesn't work, i start to cry
knowing all i want to do is die.

-KillTheSoul(C)2007