Refection

Refection is what I do most days....
I love to reflect on the power of her ways...
Next to her I feel so small..
She has so much grace, yet stands so tall...
To hold her once more my life I would give...
I will never forget her as long as I live...
She breathed into me life that today is lost...
I gave it all away never knowing what it would cost...
It cost me happiness or just a false sense of joy...
I played with lives like a cheap throw a way toy..
Now I set in this room so dark and gray...
My heart has turned cold, my eye's steel gray...
Look away from me all you ones that found love...
I no longer want to see that it can happen I an done