I won't shed a tear

When I was with you
there wasn't a thing we couldn't do
like walking on water, or floating in the sea
back in your arms is where i want to be
lost in your memory, that only brings me pain
Pain that crashes upon me like pouring rain
crashing down onto my heart
dragging me down back to the start
drowning in a sea of my own fears
Breaking down and reduced to tears
Washing away in this sea of loneliness
closing my eyes and praying for darkness
So i can pretend for one minute that I'm back with you
when i open my eyes, my world starts anew
you've broken down my wall
now i must prepare for a fall
for even love can't save me
from my fate that is soon to be
and without you
there's only one thing that i can do
I'll scream at the top of my lungs for you my dear
even if it kills me i wouldn't shed a tear
because my love for you
is simply something new
you left my heart yearning for your touch
you should have excepted as much
nothing on this earth or in heaven can match your perfection
i feel so inferior when i see my own reflection
Although i know you don't feel like i do
in my heart..I'll never be able to stop loving you
My heart has control of every thing in me
even if that's not how i want it to be
even if i want to get over you
there's simply nothing at all I could ever do
all i can do is sit under this night sky and wish on a star
that one day I'll be back where you are
to be back in your arms
and away from the worlds harms
so I'll say without shedding a tear
that I will always love you my dear....

With all my heart to Eric...you wont ever see this, but i love you..