Dear Billy;;Letter/Poem

Dear Billy,

Here I am thinking of you again
Writing a pointless letter that I am going to send
I tried to act cool like I was okay
But I'm not, I still sit here crying everyday
Why is it me that you choose to hurt?
I gave you my heart Billy, and you threw it in the dirt.

You created a wound deep in my heart
Reminding me we will always be apart
I still love you and you've proved that you don't care
and I have realized you were never truly there.

Billy, I don't think you realize how much you hurt me
You tore a hole in my heart leaving me with nothing
You've hurt me enough I can't take anymore
This heart is broken and you've made it sore
I'll never forget you or how you made me cry
I'll love you forever till the day I die.

Tell me Billy, have you forgotten about me?
Do you know that I'm still there?
Have you moved on with your life?
Do you not even care?
What am I to you now?
The same as before
A fourteen year old wh0re?
Is that all?

It's so hard to explain why I feel the way I do
Because it's so hard to accept that you don't feel it too
Even at it's smallest measurement, did you love me at all?
Did you just like the chase and watching me fall?
I know that my love for you is so real
I felt something with you I never thought I'd feel
And you took it away from me.

I'm done saying what I had to say
Sorry if I wasted your time
I'll let you be.
Carry on and don't worry about me, I'll be fine.

Love Always,
Jami Renae;;

(The boy broke my heart, But yet I still love him more than anything, and honestly I don't even know why)